Published by HarperTeen on May 14, 2013
Genres: Science Fiction
Abby Barnes had a plan. The Plan. She'd go to Northwestern, major in journalism, and land a job at a national newspaper, all before she turned twenty-two. But one tiny choice—taking a drama class her senior year of high school—changed all that. Now, on the eve of her eighteenth birthday, Abby is stuck on a Hollywood movie set, miles from where she wants to be, wishing she could rewind her life. The next morning, she's in a dorm room at Yale, with no memory of how she got there. Overnight, it's as if her past has been rewritten.
With the help of Caitlin, her science-savvy BFF, Abby discovers that this new reality is the result of a cosmic collision of parallel universes that has Abby living an alternate version of her life. And not only that: Abby's life changes every time her parallel self makes a new choice. Meanwhile, her parallel is living out Abby's senior year of high school and falling for someone Abby's never even met.
As she struggles to navigate her ever-shifting existence, forced to live out the consequences of a path she didn't choose, Abby must let go of the Plan and learn to focus on the present, without losing sight of who she is, the boy who might just be her soul mate, and the destiny that's finally within reach.
Since Caitlin is so well-written, it should not be surprising that Abby is a wonderful main character. She’s good, but not perfect. She’s got her life mostly figured out, but really, at seventeen, what do most of us know? Caitlin and Abby have a pretty vicious fight in the middle of the cafeteria. Both say cruel things. If you’ve ever had a fight with your BFF, this scene will hit hard, Clearly, tension was building up in both girls, and with just a little kindling, it exploded. When guys fight, they can throw punches, cool down, and be friends a few days later. Girls, however, know how to cut deeply with words, and sometimes it can take much longer or be impossible to recover from those wounds.
And now I must confess: at times, I was completely confused; Are we in the “real” world or the parallel world? Which characters have experienced and remembered which events, and which have never happened? I was lost at times, and I relied on Abby’s narration to eventually help me sort it out. This worked until the next chapter which jump worlds and times again, and I was lost again. I must mention that I’m a very literal, logical thinker, and I don’t process the abstract as well. I think the majority of readers will be able to keep up, so don’t let my experience scare you off.
So…I haven’t mentioned the guys yet. This seems, on its surface, like a triangle, but it’s truly a square because it involves “real” Abby and “parallel” Abby and two guys who appeal to the Abby’s for very different reasons. There are some great spoiler-y stories here, and of course, I a’int goin’ there. Read and enjoy, my friends. 🙂
The ending was lovely, surprising, and just perfectly tied up the story’s loose ends, even when we were thrown for a last minute loop, where I wanted to scream, “NOOOOO!” I know others will find it predictable, but I’m not on of them. Even if I was, that wouldn’t detract from the emotions I felt during the final pages, because even after my howl, Miller wasn’t quite finished yet, and she threw readers a nice, juicy bone.
Review posted at Goodreads.